mother's day....

here's kind of a sad post...
if any of u havent known, my mom passed away 3 years ago...
July 25th 2007...

ive got an advice, to all u ppl who still have their mothers with them..
dont take it for granted...

i used to spend my time at home with my mom.
evrything my mom did,
i followed her around..
cooking, sewing, i was by her side everyday all the time..
ntah la.. it gave me so much joy...
but now, since she's gone,
my life became empty...
evrything i do, i feel worthless, useless, no point n so on...
imagine, mmg dr dulu lg,
evrytime im at home, i ade my mom teman... dye teman i, i teman dye..
tp, when im alone,
so whats the point?
i xtaw nk buat ape, why i shud do it..
ntah la...
blur...

tp im glad.
really glad that i was with my mom everytime i cud..
in the kitchen cooking,
in the living room making accessories out of beads...
tgk dye sew my buttons...
alahai..
so many memories...
i learned to cook from her...
thats sumthing im proud of...
i can help make food for my family...
sbb my family x reti masak.
heh.

so, to all u ppl out there,
make the most for ur mother....
even the little things,
just be with her is enough...
xde la perlu hadiah grand2,
teman dye pon dah cukop...
thats all...
a long, n late mother's day post.
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