time to update.

ok. aku taw mesti xde org baca blog ni. so bolehlah aku nk luahkan isi hati kat sini. im totally pissed now.
first lets start with saying i have trust issues.
i wud never tell anyone about my life.
NEVER.
bukan x mahu, ntah. rasa cam x ptut.
the only ppl that know about me, are my bestfriends.
org2 biasa, kawan2 biasa, akan nmpk yg im a happy go lucky guy, xde masalah, cool.
cool bukan lah mcm budak2 kl yg ko rasa hebat lepak kat klcc lah, g main snooker lah wtf sume tu.
my life, consists of making people happy. i have no reason to do this, but i do it anyway.
tukang pujuk org bile org down, itu kerja utama. tapi sadly, bile buat cmtu, mesti dorg lupa.
n they go on with their lives.
so whats left for me?
who can i tell my story to?
i have an "adik angkat"
tried telling a secret once, but somehow, she told her friends. n so, no more secrets to her.
i ada "kakak angkat" sorg. but, too bz in her own life for me.
gf? hmph. gf.. xtaw lah. mcm ada, tapi xde. xtaw nk kata gf or not.
probably not. asyik nk gaduh je.
ntah. then there's mel.
itu, hmmm.. lagi complicated.
so, what the hell m i?
pemujuk? pengacau? or nobody?
i want something, tapi ntah knapa, always get lost in translation.
i xtaw lah either its a joke, or its serious.
but i cant get what i want.
so whats left to do?
buat bodoh n hope god decide my fate?
im not that kind of person.
to all the spiritual people, jgn lah nk gunakan ayat2 hadis, or quran or whatever.
buat sakit hati nk dgr korg ckp tu.
sedangkan hidup korg sendiri pun belum tentu, jgn nk kata org.
redha tanpa usaha x guna.
kalo ko nk duet, ko mintak tuhan murahkan rezeki,
tapi kalo ko x cari keje, ko ingat duet nk jatuh dari langit?
aku bukan nk memburukkan tuhan or whatever, tapi inisiatif la sikit.
jgn makan suap je. pikir untuk diri sendiri.
ntah. aku dah melalut ni.
bottom line, aku bengang.
bengnang ngn segalanya.
dah la melaka panas. what the hell.

its sunday.

its sunday, february 20th. almost the end of the month.
as usual, being the loser that i am. im in my room, with only music to accompany me.
friends are sleeping. making wishes in their dreams.
me? I'm wide awake, waiting for something interesting to happen.
but its okay. half of the day is gone. only half more to go.

okayh. gua dah lama tak update.
sampaikan title apa nak letak pun dah tak tahu.
tak banyak yang nak diceritakan sebenarnya.
maklumlah, orang duk bilik je sokmo.
terbaru ni ada sikit friendly match antara BMCD(woot woot) dengan staf HEPA UTeM.
saya tulis bukan nak berbangga sebab kami kalah 6-1.
tapi kire ok lah dapat skor satu.
Staf HEPA tu ada pemain negara dan negeri kot.
so, x salah kalah.
saje test2 power.
ni gamba sikit. kredit to sidang redaksi BMCD.

*bmcd hitam, hepa kuning.

*preparation

*jangan lupa stretching

*substitutes dan manager

*ini trophy kami. besar x besar. hehehehe

dan setelah segalanya selesai, mestilah kene makan dulu. 

*panjang x table? ramai la katakan. semangat kawan2.

itu je lah update setakat ini. owh. lupe nk cakap. kami main masa 14/2. apa korang buat masa 14/2? haaaaa

what happened today.

so today, i got back from melaka.
departed melaka at about 9 am.
the reason is for the early trip is because needed to send a friend to bukit jalil.
ade important meeting.
sesat kejap, tp sesat bermaruah. jmpe jugak jalan akhirnya.

ok, cite sebenarnya.
tadi kul 7 mlm, kua g bli makan.
x jauh pon. g melawati je.
bli dominos.
tp smpai2 umah je dlm kul 8 cmtu,
suprise!!
umah ku kne pecah masuk.
wicked sick la.
x penah terbayang bnde cmtu boleh berlaku.
seriusly la, wtf?
org kua umah kejap pon xleyh.
perlu ke nk rompak org.
get a life la penyangak.
ok done marah psl hal no 1.

second, polis ni lembab betul la....
aku dah kata bnde tu baru je berlaku.
dekat stgh jam jugak br dye datang.
datang pun, buat report je.
bukan terus nk siasat ke ape.
so now im waiting for the inspektor to come.
owh, lupa. mmg cibai gile harini.
ade lg 3 kes pecah rumah kat ampang.
gile laaa...
awat sume nk jadi perompak ni?
percaya lah pada karma.
buat jahat, bnde jahat jugak dpt blk kat ko.
haihh

shh... its a secret.

whats F-in wrong with me? x puas ati je selalu.
xde bnde yg bahagia.

lama gila x update.

okayy.. so cuti dah nak habis. lbey kurang 5 minggu cuti.
so far x buat apa.
the only thing that was done is a short one night trip to PD.

not bad la tempat dye... x ramai sgt... but the problem is the time kitorang pegi la. it was chrismas mann...
org sume cuti.
so mmg jam lah PD tu.

tapi nasib bek tmpt kitorang camping tu x ramai... okay laa.. walaupun agak jauh dari facilties yg mandatori seperti tandas dan lain2. so ini gambar2 yg menunjukkan apa yg aku buat.

cantik kan gamba ni?

 

 kehkehkehkeh.

 meet the gang.

so itu je la aktiviti besar yg dpt dicapai pada cuti sem kali ini.

insyaAllah next cuti boleh buat lagi.

Amin~

its december.

yeay.. wooo.. zzzzzz